Consistency, where are you?

Among all the things in my life....consistency does not seem to be present. A journey marked with ups and downs in so many places.  I long for the steady rhythm of a purposeful even pace.  I get so distracted by speed and results that I forget to see the big picture and understand the discipline and patience needed to plot a long and enduring road.  I feel more like a firecracker that burns hard and bright and blows up with a bang. I'd rather be the slow burning candle that gives steady light through the long night.I will to understand the truth of a consistent life down deep in my soul. Help me to find the way to focus on the goal and not stray off in a moment of despair and weakness. And perhaps a little forgiveness for the road would be good too!